Showing posts with label babies. Show all posts
Showing posts with label babies. Show all posts

Tuesday, 26 September 2017

Happy Birthday A Diary Of A Curvy Girl


So October marks the 3rd birthday of my blog. I will be the first person to admit that I have not always been a consistent blogger and that it is something that I am working on. I want to write more, it really does relax me and allows me to open up a lot more.

My writing style literally is I write the exact same way I hear it in my head, and friends who read my blog tell me that they hear me speak when they read what I write. I love that since the whole reason I started this was for it to be my diary and diary's are meant to be where you write down everything that has happened along with your thoughts and feelings.

During the next year I have a few good ideas as to what I want to do and where I want to go with my blog. Number one being I want to write a lot more. Number two I want to do a lot more collaborations with other bloggers. I also want to grow my YouTube channel, I am starting to get a lot more comfortable being in front of the camera (thank you Leah for helping me).

Something I have been a little bit scared of is being very open with my life on here, I always worry people will read this in my private life and think omg no you cant write that on there it is like airing your dirty laundry in public, but I want to show all you who read my blog that I am a real person I have crap that happens to me.

My close friends know that the last year has not exactly been the best year of my life. Myself and Paul split up due to him not being open with me about some things, thankfully we are ok now and we are back on with the wedding planning. A big thing I want to talk more about as well is my health.

Ok so BIG news time, myself and Paul have been trying for a baby for 2 years and we have had no luck. The reason it is big news is because Pauls family don't know that we have been trying. I am not really sure any of his family read my blog...I don't even think my family read my blog so I doubt this will get mentioned to them really. I want to talk more about the fact that after 2 years of trying and no luck why I haven't gone to the doctor. I feel like if I am going through this, then so is someone else somewhere and if I can help one person by writing a piece like that then I will be happy.

I want to show people how I have gotten a lot more body confident .... after I figure it out myself haha, I have noticed in the last few months I have grown so much and seen a change and again I want to help people and show that you can love yourself, no matter what anyone else says.

So that is my plan, in the next year I will grow my blog by posting a lot more, turn the big 3 0 (yep I'm not a baby anymore), become Mrs Corbett and just enjoy myself.

Anyway that's enough of me rambling for a little while, thank you to everyone who has been with me from the beginning and reading about my little life, and to those who have just joined well stay tuned cause the ride is about to get a lot more interesting.

I love you all
Here's to the next Year
Lots of Love
Lottie
Your Curvy Girl.

Wednesday, 6 July 2016

My Current Relationship 30 Day Blog Challenge

Hi Guys 

Hope you're all ok. 

As you can tell today is all about my relationship. As a lot of you know I have a boyfriend and his name is Paul. We have been together for almost 2 years. 

Honestly I don't have a clue what else to say about my relationship, so I suppose I'll give you a brief history of it (haha I sound like I'm writing an essay). 

 So like I said me and Paul have been together for nearly 2 years, we met through a mutual friend and just got talking. Before meeting Paul I classed myself as gay, all my previous proper relationships had been with women, but when I met him something happened and it just felt right. I hadn't met anyone like him, and he just made me feel safe (he still does).

Oh god I'm sorry I know this is a proper mushy blog post. 

 In the beginning we had to over come the distance between us. I was living in Birmingham with my mom and dad and Paul lived in Warrington. We went back and forth on the train and it was so hard let me tell you. I hated leaving him and going back to Birmingham, it always made me feel so sick. 

 I first met Pauls parents at their home, he took me over and we had a nice meal and we stayed the night, the next day we went for a huge walk and it was so nice getting to know them and seeing Paul with his family.  Paul first met my parents when I had to go to a hospital appointment. I had to go and have a biopsy and Paul came down to be with me, he met my mom and then later in the night him met my dad and got to see how crazy we were together. 

 I am so at ease with his family and they honestly make me feel like I have always been there and that I am already apart of them. I just hope Paul feels the same with my family. 

 Last June we finally moved in together into our home and I love it, we have really made it our own and I love our life here. 

 This March we welcomed our four legged fury baby into our family and things really have never been the same. 

 April was our first ever holiday together, my mom and dad paid for us to go with them to Cornwall, and since we had Paul's moms car we were able to get out and about a lot easier, it was so much fun and we both loved it. 

 I am so ready to get married and have a family and I know Paul is too so watch this space and see what happens. 




Anyway thats enough mushy stuff haha 

See you soon 
Lots of Love 
Lottie
Xxx

Wednesday, 16 September 2015

30 Day Blog Challenge Day 15

Hi Guys 

Hope your all ok 

Day 15 is all about thinking of my future, 5 years in the future to be exact, but what do I want to do in the future??? 

 I could do the dream, win the lottery be able to spoil my friends and family and have a good life .... or I can be realistic, lets go with the second one. 

 Part of me, thinks 'Omg 5 years that is AGES away' but then the grown up part of me thinks 'actually this is not that far away its already SEPTEMBER!!' so I am torn on the whole thing but by the time I am 32 I would love to be married. As most girls do I have always thought about my wedding day and it has changed so much from when I was little, in the beginning it was a HUGE poofy dress with a mile long train with a million flowers. Now that I am 27 I have narrowed that down a bit (due to budget only of course if I had my first dream of winning the lottery this would totally still happen haha). Instead I would love something small, with the people that mean the most to us, but the most important thing is that we all have fun. 

 My second thing I would love to have happened in 5 years time is that I would love to either have or be thinking about having a baby. I love kids, I work with kids and seeing them all the time gets you so broody especially when the new babies come in, I know I probably see them at good times but there just amazing and being a mommy is a dream to me.

 Another thing I would love to do to have overcome my fear of flying and have gone on a holiday abroad maybe Italy or even America. I have never been on a plane and have never even thought about going on one, its just because of my fear of heights. I think its better to have my feet of the floor, but you never know I may have gotten over this fear in 5 years and be jet setting everywhere .... hopefully. 

So what about all of you guys? What do you think you will be doing in 5 years??? Any thoughts on how I can get over this whole flying fear??

See you soon 

Lots of Love 
Lottie
Xxx