30 Day Blog Challenge Day 5

Hi Guys 

Hope your all ok 

So here we are on day 5 and today is all about my proudest moment. 

I am not afraid to say that I can be a negative person and am never really proud of myself, so thinking about this has been rather hard. Eventually I thought to myself 

'I am an amazing person and I have plenty to be proud of" 

My blog for one, starting this was one of the best decisions I ever made, it allows me to talk to other people about what I think and feel about some things. It also has given me some of the best friends and inspirations a girl could ever have, the Plus Size Bloggers community are so friendly and show nothing but love that everyone. 

My home, I love my home, Paul and I have actually made it our home now and I am so proud of us (I know that is an us but a year ago today I never would have thought I would be where I am now). I realise I can be a grown up and have my own house, pay bills, and learn to budget. This time last year I was living with my parents and thinking about my next night out. I feel like a proper grown up now, sometimes its scary but other times I sit in my living room and think omg I pay for this its all mine (and Paul's hehe) and I am proud of that. 

The next thing I am proud of may seem a little bit weird to some people but to me it is a huge thing. I am proud of myself for being on my own. Paul mainly works at night till about 1 or 2am, so when I get home from work or if I have the day off, I spend a lot of time alone. I used to hate this really badly, I would get really bad anxiety about being on my own, always being scared that something would happen, but since he has gone back to work I haven't felt anxious. When I was at my parents home I would worry about having a bath when no one was in the house, just in case something happened, but here I am fine, I will have a shower I will relax in the living room and I don't panic about it. I am so proud of myself for that, it is such a big achievement for myself.

So for me I guess I don't have one proudest moment I have a few mini ones hat make me proud of myself. 

What about you guys??? What are your proudest moments?

See you soon 

Lots of Love 
Lottie
Xxx


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